so the line

So I guess I felt alot of pressure from the label about the album, it was like one minute we were in my room playing on the keyboard and listening to old Taking back Sunday, making a completly playful demo, and the next, the label was like hey we need you to make a really great rock album. So we were of course like yeah sure no problem, and we sat around looking at each other saying...does anyone know how to make a rock album. Ten minutes before I was heading to Barnes and Noble to get a book on the how to Rock Anthology and 4 album contract nightmares, the guitar sung and i wrote everything i though...alls well that ends in disaster.

She is

Ms. Dupree (soon to be Bemis, you win Max)

it finally happened

my two favorite poets are now in one band!

if you want it you can have it

so i am finally getting back on my feet for such a huge redic period of time I have not relaly been writing just kind of thinking but not putting my thoughts to anything. I started listening to a podcast interview with Chris Conley of ofcourse Saves the Day. I forgot just how much this guy did for me when I was growing up. He started music in my heart, weird statement I know. Sort of the way Tracy Chapman got vocals and poetry in my hands, my hands have been aching so much wihtout letting it out. I use to think I could not write unless I was overwhelmed by some sort of hurt. I had to be broken up with, breaking up, in grief or morning but those feelings are not as pronounced in my mind although they still exist. Anyways, so I am back to writing looking for my niche my audience my mind again. Had a leather bound journal that a crush gave me when i was 16 i need to find.